Chapters
1. Chapter 1: Alex Comes to Town
2. Chapter 2: The New Alex
3. Chapter 3: Can't Avoid Him
4. Chapter 4: What He Knows
5. Chapter 5: My Life Implodes
6. Chapter 6: I Have the Worst Stalker
7. Chapter 7: The Drinking (and Bad Judgment) Begins
8. Chapter 8: The Us We Left Behind
9. Chapter 9: Drunk and Drunker
10. Chapter 10: Just Like Mr. Darcy
11. Chapter 11: Oh. My. God.
12. Chapter 12: When Life Hands You Lemons, Make Coffee
13. Chapter 13: The Truth Comes Out
14. Chapter 14: My Meddling Mother Strikes Again
15. Chapter 15: Rumors and Memories
16. Chapter 16: What Really Happened
17. Chapter 17: Wine Makes Everything Better
18. Chapter 18: Alex Makes an Offer
19. Chapter 19: In Which I Attack Madison Harris
20. Chapter 20: The Escape
21. Chapter 21: Alex's Penthouse is Seriously Insane
22. Chapter 22: Everyone Should Get Dirty Now and Again
23. Chapter 23: How Much Can Friendship Handle?
24. Chapter 24: Never Too Late
25. Chapter 25: Doing It Wrong
26. Chapter 26: I Still Contend It Was a Good Plan
27. Chapter 27: Awkward.
28. Chapter 28: The Even More Awkward Aftermath
29. Chapter 29: How Do I Stop Thinking About My Best Friend Naked?
30. Chapter 30: Late-Night Encounter
31. Chapter 31: Comparing Lumps
32. Chapter 32: The Answer To The Question
33. Chapter 33: I Never Knew It Could Be Like This
34. Chapter 34: The Rebound
35. Chapter 35: Aftermath
36. Chapter 36: The Most Important Thing
37. Chapter 37: In Which I Fail At Pretending Things Are Normal
38. Chapter 38: I'm the World's Biggest Idiot
39. Chapter 39: A Classic New York Adventure
40. Chapter 40: The Pulse of Desire
41. Chapter 41: No Stopping Now
42. Chapter 42: The Point of No Return
43. Chapter 43: Fear and Idiocy
44. Chapter 44: In Which I Say The Wrong Thing
45. Chapter 45: WTF
46. Chapter 46: Not This Time
47. Chapter 47: Caught In The Rain
48. Chapter 48: The Confession
49. Chapter 49: Losing the Battle
50. Chapter 50: Still Us
51. Chapter 51: From This Moment Until Forever
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Chapter 46: Not This Time
I can't even wrap my head around this. One moment Alex was practically feasting on me, and the next he was ready to call the whole thing off. What sort of guy does that - or, more accurately, what sort of guy does that two nights in a row? What horrible, shitty game is he playing?
One thing's for s...
